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In blog, deashanur

Misunderstood

I know people often think I'm mean, distant, cold or even rude. It's kinda hard to explain or put into words. I think, maybe, I just socially awkward? I'm not even sure, tho.. *sigh*I don't know how to do small talk, I don't know how to run social situation smoothly like the others. I'm not the type to fake enthusiasm or pretend to...

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In blog, justwrite

Bertahan

 Kamu pernah gak ngerasa, kenapa ya semuanya terjadi begitu cepat? Satu hari kamu mendapati diri, sedang menatap bintang-bintang di atas sana --- atau yah, mungkin hanya langit-langit kamarmu saja, kemudian tersadar, "What the hell is going on? What kind of life have I been living? Who am I supposed to be?  Lalu, semuanya hilang. Blur gitu aja. Mimpi-mimpi yang belum (atau bahkan mungkin tidak...

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